Let me be honest with you.
Living in Florida while feeling uncomfortable in your own body is not exactly a dream scenario.
Sun everywhere. Beaches everywhere. People enjoying life.
And me?
Always finding reasons to stay on the sidelines.
I’d sit under umbrellas, pretending I preferred the shade.
“I’ll watch our things.”
“I’m good right here.”
Truth is…
I was embarrassed.
Walking a short distance left me breathless.
And watching my family have fun while I stayed seated?
That hurt more than I wanted to admit.
They were just shields.
I tried everything I was told would work.
Extreme dieting.
Skipping meals until my energy crashed.
Following trends that promised results… and delivered frustration.
Each one left me more tired, more discouraged, and more convinced that maybe this was just “how it was going to be.”